Distractions.

Wow, I didn’t know being an Aquarius is this complicated..

“Inconsistency and confusion describe the characteristics profile of an Aquarius female. The same goes for her love life too. She is very loyal, but at the same time, she is also a little detached and not extremely emotional. She will be committed and remain faithful too, but do not try to bind her. Let her enjoy her freedom and in return, she will come back to you when she gets tired of her expeditions. Her dreams are very different from that of a normal female and she hums a different tune, which most of us have not even heard of.

An Aquarian female is like a butterfly, which sits on every flower, but belongs to none. She loves her freedom and if you can accept this, she will love you even more. Within her boundless limits, her love will also be limitless. Position and power matter to her more than money and bank balance. If you want her to fall in love with you, be true and honest, not only to others, but also to yourself. You don’t need to follow her rules. You can form your own code of ethics, but be sure to live by them.

Passion is not one of the personality traits of Aquarian girl. Rather, her love will be subtle and unassuming. She is intense, but may prefer to be platonic most of the time. Hosting as well as attending parties comes naturally to her and she will always be a social delight. She will trust you completely and will not be unduly suspicious of your activities. You will also not be bothered by too much jealousy or possessiveness on her part. Her trust arises from the fact that before committing, she had dissected your behavior under a microscope.

Only after being convinced of your integrity did she take the next step. Still, if you become unfaithful to her, she will be extremely hurt and is likely to remember the wound for a long time. With an Aquarian female, out of sight means out of mind too. So, make sure to be around here always. She has a very strong will power. If she thinks the relationship is not working and has no chances of improving also, she will break it right away; though doing so may tear her heart into two pieces. Like every Aquarian, she will remember her first love throughout her life.

It’s no use getting upset, better be the first love in her life. She will never ever be dishonest in a relationship and even if she indulges in an extra-marital affair, it will end before it even started. She will always try to know your deepest thoughts and secrets, but her own dreams will be beyond your reach. Conversing with an Aquarian female is usually a delight because of her charming manners. Her mind is quite unpredictable and you will find it hard keeping track. She will live in the present, then suddenly be wistful about yesterday and then, become enthusiastic about tomorrow.

Never look down on her or she might never look upto you. She respects you and will expect the same in return. As mothers, Aquarian women tend to be very loving and caring. Though in the beginning, they may be a little nervous about the whole idea of motherhood. But once they become comfortable with it, it will come to them naturally. An Aquarius female may find it difficult to express her love in the form of hugs and kisses and you will have to teach her that. She will never overburden the kids with protection.

At the same time, she will always be a patient listener to their childhood and adolescent problems. Teaching them discipline will also be your responsibility. However, for all this to happen you will have to convince her to get married and this certainly isn’t an easy job. You will also have to teach her romance, since expressing emotions does not come too easily to her. She will happily hold your hand and walk besides you, but don’t expect her to gaze into your eyes for hours at a stretch.

Don’t smother your Aquarian girl with too much closeness, she needs her space and will give you, yours too. Things like suspicion, possessiveness, chauvinism and criticism turn her off. Just be nice to her odd bunch of friends and she will warmly welcome yours into the house. Make use of her intuition and insight, it may help you in solving a problem or two. It may seem like wishful thinking now, but then, remember she looks in the future. Hold her hand and she will let you see the future too, where both of you are cozily living together!”-I’ve always questioned if I believe in the whole Zodiac/Astrology signs, but I guess this kinda makes sense? Haha.

It had been a while..

But I suddenly got the urge to go outside to look at the stars. The last time I had actually sat down to see them was when I was in SPI in the beginning of July. I can’t even remember the last time I did it before then.
I immediately thought of Matthew & Amador. There were countless nights where we would just hang out outside & just look at the stars, trying to find shooting stars; helping each other see them. & Then it all hit me, just like it does almost every time I stop to think about it.
It hits just as hard every single time. Idk why my mind always manages to find a way to make me forget, in a sense. & When that moment comes where I realize that I haven’t seen or heard from him in months I can’t help but break down. I just never thought something like this would happen, especially to Matthew.
I wish, I wish, I wish.. it’s pointless, but I can’t help it.
I’m reassured that this is why I couldn’t stay in Rio for the summer. I don’t think anyone can really comprehend how hard it is to come home to everyone sleeping where there used to be so much life late at night. I loved walking into my brother’s room to find him w/Matthew. If Matthew weren’t there I’d immediately ask why he wasn’t at our house. Even throughout the day, the house feels so.. quiet. There’s no music blaring from the bedroom or crazy laughing. It’s just me, here, by myself. (Not literally, of course, my wonderful parents are here<3)
I really hope Matthew’s in my dreams tonight. Last time he was in it was about a wk ago, I believe; twice in 1 night. The first dream was painful for me. I dreamt of Matthew’s 1st yr anniversarry mass. Looking into the future. The other was in the past. We were back in hs, but he had passed away while we were in hs & there just so happened to be a new student who resembled him so much. It was so weird.
I think I’ll go visit you tomorrow, Matthew<3

YESSSSS(:

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I can’t believe I’m posting this… but it’s just too easy.

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